Bad News

I wanted to tell a bad news here.
Ya!
Don't think I am telling a joke here.
I am not!!
And don't think is April Fool now.
I am really serious to tell this bad news.
May be you all will feel shock..

Remember my hand was broken
on last year October?
My hand had cover a gypsum
for a month?
Umtil I finished my SPM
the gypsum was dismantle from my hand,
right?
But my hand can not be straighten and bend until now,
3-4-2010!!!

The thing I wanted to tell here was
I saw again doctor on 1-4-2010.
Ya,the day of April Fool..
Really a fool to me..
A big fool!!
I took again X-ray,
the X-ray shown that
my bone had a lot of spur..
So,it jam me straight and bend well..
If I wanted to recover,
I need to do operation..

Ya,operation!!
May be you will think "it is actually easy what.."
I can tell you,
It is not EASY for me!!!
You know?
I am a girl who love beauty much~
Beauty is the most important thing to me..
After I do operation,
my hand will have two new scar..
Two!!is two!!!
You can understand me?
My hand will become more ugly..
I can not accept it..
But my dear wanted me recover fast..
My dad did not wanted me had those scar..
My mum did not said anything..
My siblings just worried when I need to do operation..
I not dare to tell my friends...

So,I am telling here now..
It is really a big challenge to me..
What can I do??
I will cry when I'm alone,nothing can do
and I thought about this problem..
Haiz...
moody....
But I still can control my own emotion..
I am okay now~ =)